it's solved....

already how many years that thing happen.... i forgot already and i have to take a look at my hand and count it with my fingers.. since 2002, the year i faced my PMR..5 years already... thing never get it solution.... and on february 20, 2007, i finally can get myself off of that annoying matter.

since 2002, i have been suspected to be the person that doing that stupid thing.i was trying to tell everyone i am innocent, but then, the people from the other side... that other side stil suspected me do that sending stupid email thing to one of my fren...... i know that , however, i starting to be lazy to explain to all.... they not believe in me.... so no matter how i explained, things will get worse.... i just keep quiet...it was annoying.... until i left my secondary school... how i wish that person never appear in my life.... how i wish i never put my feeling on him....he was the one that probably causing all this to be happen.... i started to hate this person since form 4... yup, that time he graduated already....but things still keep happening.... i'm so lazy to face it... until me dun want to care about it.... i really dun want to care about it, even my fren talk about the stupid email that she receive from someone unknown, i acted like i didnt heard it... then skipped to another topic.... for two years i left secondary school , this matter left unsolve.... right until 20 february 2007, one of my fren ,that her sister is one of the fren of that person, told me who did that.... and auomatically prove tht i'm innocent.... i suddenly feel so happy and feel so free....

problem solved , who did that, i also know... but then... i let it go.... revenges are nothing now....that person that did all that has the punishments now...just want to let the matter gone with the wind... i just accept the fact that i had been very unlucky to be involved in this matter....but this thing made me thinks maturely and be happy go lucky..... time will prove everything that is right or wrong although it's takes a long time....

i'm free finally.........

新年到~~~~~

恭喜啊~恭喜~发啊发大财~

财神到~财神到~财神来到我家门口~~迎财神~接财神~把财神接到我家里头~~~

哈哈。。。 在这里先跟大家拜个早年啦！！还有两个星期就农历新年了。。。 不，还有13天就过年咯！！！！现在，口里每天都哼着新年曲呢~那种感觉真棒！我可爱的堂弟要回来了~我小姑也要回来了~我两个老姐也要回来了。。。 我也要从UNIMAS回去家里过年了（虽然说，我几乎每个星期都有回咯！）一家又要团圆了~我相信，此刻我不是那最高兴的一个，最高兴的还是我老爸和老妈吧！

新年衣，早在老爸，老妈，老姐和老妹去澳门时就买好了~现在只剩下是鞋还没买而已。。。这个新年满特别的，假期，自己延迟到25日。。哈哈。。但还是要写信给老师们啦。。。。唉！

自从MATRIC之后，每逢新年都会比较高兴~可能曾经独自离家到一个不曾去过的地方，领悟到家人的重要性吧！哈哈~反正，过年就是一个家人团圆的时间，我们应该开心地迎接它咯！

大家，新年快乐哦！红包拿来啊！别和我说还没结婚哦！没结婚也要补给啦！哈哈~

祝 大家

猪年行好运

学业猛进

青春美丽

天天开心

恭喜发财

万事如意

财源滚滚来

生意兴隆（与你们无关）哈哈

新年快乐啦！♥

Selfishness in me….

As a human being in this world, I often think about what kind of person am i….. Life in this world make me tired as everyone has been “installed” to the thought since we were born, be nice, friendly, helpful, and all the positive behaviors…yes, we have to…or maybe I should say we get used to it oledi…but then, no one is perfect…

I’m selfish… I admitted it….i shall be very selfish starting now…. This is because I’m getting tired of everything in this world. Yup, acting likes I dun care in whatever thing since last year making me hard to breathe. I treat myself badly and I feel so sorry about it…Well, I have to more selfish to treat myself good, I guess….life is short….i’m lack of own opinion and standpoint…future is in our hand, planning is job that I should do….and I know I’m wasting my time now… life will change after this, I’m so tired with my life that is controlled by a lot of factors….or in other words, I’m a big damn stupid person…yes, I am…. I’m doing this because I scare the situation I had in form 4 will look for me again… that’s very scary…

I dun know what else I can say because the others I only can keep it for me…Life is beautiful when you make full use of it; however, it will be like hell if you dun know how to manage your life well…challenge was set on me, and I shouldn’t wait for the other people to face it together with me… I should try to face it myself until I really been knock down by it and then I will try to seek help from friends.

Born in 1987 and, arey, its time for you to grown up and be serious in whatever you do…your life wont be always underneath the sunshine that you parents give it to you…be strong and tough…