Mirotic PART 3.... Amazingly wonderfully stole the heart of the Cassiopeia!!

Sept 24...--> TVXQ Comeback with the 4th Album, MIROTIC....a title that u can't find the meaning in the dictionary... Out of everyone expectation, the pre-order of the album is 300,000 copies.... Amazing? U can't deny it.....TVXQ attended the entertainment show "Happy together" said that they expecting 330,000 copies for this album... i was thinking.. why? shouldn't that they expect higher? With the guiness record earlier this year.... that have the largest fan club in the world with the total members 800,000....havent include those who did't register officially...out of that 330,000 people, those leftover with total 470,000 .. where did they go? Supporting illegal downloads?.. Kinda sad when think of this....Hope that this time the Mirotic will sold with totals of copies that is out of their expectation......However.... everyone in the Korea Entertaintainment world for sure shock for this Album as the Music industry is dropping due to illegal downloads... they are still manage to have 300,000 pre-order for this Mirotic album.... A big applause for them....!!!!TVXQ never let the cassiopeia disappointed......

Oct 15...---> The 24th single .. Mirotic (japanese version) is released in Japan... Amazingly.. 53,543 copies sold on the first day... amazing? On Oct 16, i have been told that they in the Oricon daily Chart #1..... WOW......can refers to this website to see... (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TVXQ_discography)...Hope they can be like the 23th single.... be the Oricon weekly chart #1 again!

I miss them......♥

Suddenly feel that i miss them so much.. i miss my sisters alot.... i miss my papa and mama alot.... i miss my hometown alot....guess is because i hate this place alot.... and makes me miss kuching more and more...

This week for sure i will go find my sis again... i miss them too much.... i hope tiem will pass faster.... i hate the life here already.....

Papa, mama, ah wei, ah yee, ah sien.... i miss u guys alot.... i hope cny can come faster coz that is the time that we whole family gather together to enjoy the festive season...

Take k of urself.... because i will take good care my myself too....I love u all and misses u all.......

Hurt!

Said before, fall in love with this place? right now, when i think of it, i feel like want to vomit...it's not that i'm being too straight to say out my feel which might hurt everyone here... but who ask that "hidden who" come to say us 1st ...being so innocent and being put all the shit at our back saying that "We are WRONG" by doing nothing WRONG at all...... Disappointed?

i really am...

Since we are trainee... If that "Hidden who" saying we are wrong , we can't say anything.. keep quiet and hope to leave this place as soon as possible and as fast as we can.... That night, i was angry and sad... i am angry and sad for now too.. for future...who knows.... this place left a bad memories for me in this few weeks that's left over... Bad memories always take over good memories......

i really feel disappointed and angry... i was really happy for being here before... but it's end up like shit.... things happen last friday.... i'm sad until now... i wanted to be very very angry , and don't to talk to them all.. but.. i know i cant...some of them treat me as their sister, which i really appreciate it... but for that "hidden who" who said us at behind ... i may not know which is really you... but you are the one who make me hate this place and hate someone...You really MAKE A GOOD DEED!!!

For those i really talk to after this incident, i treat u guys as my sis... for those i din talk to and dint even smile to, you know what  happen... you r one of the person in my list that makes the accusation...Thanks FOR ALL the GOOOOD Thing you have done , "Hidden Who"!!!

Those who treat me like their sis.. i really want to say thanks alot and i'm sorry that i might u guys feeling through this message... hope you guys understand me .. cz this have to be "thankful" to that "Hidden Who"!

[written on October, 13 , 2008]