well se exam is 2mr.... i should have sit in front of book and struggle for the exam.... but since few weeks ago .... i felt so down easily.......i wonder what have happen to me..... suddenly feel like hating myself a lot.....damn it.......whatever then, i guess it will be much better after exam gua..... or maybe ..... hmm.... i also dunno.... same as last holiday?... maybe.....haha... feel like throwing the monitor onto the floor, throw the keyboard out of the window.... throw the mouse into rubbish bin.... and throw the speaker to the wall.....hard to breathe..... haiz.... but i managed to smile.... that can count ok gua..... hehehe.....nothing is right since holiday..... so shit.....but at least i'm not wasting my tears lo..... haiz.......
**it's a suffer when you have to smile when u r sad....(i like this sentence.... it is too meaningful....)
love arey....God Bless
