Hurt!

Said before, fall in love with this place? right now, when i think of it, i feel like want to vomit...it's not that i'm being too straight to say out my feel which might hurt everyone here... but who ask that "hidden who" come to say us 1st ...being so innocent and being put all the shit at our back saying that "We are WRONG" by doing nothing WRONG at all...... Disappointed?

i really am...

Since we are trainee... If that "Hidden who" saying we are wrong , we can't say anything.. keep quiet and hope to leave this place as soon as possible and as fast as we can.... That night, i was angry and sad... i am angry and sad for now too.. for future...who knows.... this place left a bad memories for me in this few weeks that's left over... Bad memories always take over good memories......

i really feel disappointed and angry... i was really happy for being here before... but it's end up like shit.... things happen last friday.... i'm sad until now... i wanted to be very very angry , and don't to talk to them all.. but.. i know i cant...some of them treat me as their sister, which i really appreciate it... but for that "hidden who" who said us at behind ... i may not know which is really you... but you are the one who make me hate this place and hate someone...You really MAKE A GOOD DEED!!!

For those i really talk to after this incident, i treat u guys as my sis... for those i din talk to and dint even smile to, you know what  happen... you r one of the person in my list that makes the accusation...Thanks FOR ALL the GOOOOD Thing you have done , "Hidden Who"!!!

Those who treat me like their sis.. i really want to say thanks alot and i'm sorry that i might u guys feeling through this message... hope you guys understand me .. cz this have to be "thankful" to that "Hidden Who"!

[written on October, 13 , 2008]