Appreciation on the people you always Love…..

Whenever there is a sudden death of the person that we know who are they, even if they don’t know who we are… its will surely give me a big impact in my feeling and my mind which will make me think a lot….in 2003, the death of Leslie Cheung give me a negative impact which I dun want to talk much about it. This year, on January 28^th, actress in Taiwan , Xu Wei Lun（许玮伦）died after been in the hospital for two days unconscious. She involved in a car accident in Tai Chong. Doctors said her brain inside was fully damage after her head knock hard on the dashboard during the accident. It is hard to believe, even now, because I still watch the TV series “Express boy”, yup, she is one of the actress. All that I think, I guess this news give me a positive impact in me….

Reading all the sad news, suddenly thinking that tragedies happen unexpectedly, don’t know when, and don’t know how….. This minute we may still healthy and happy, and we don’t know what will happen next minute. Humans always will only regret and sad once they loss someone important, but then why have to wait until that very last minute?? Yeah, if that is someone important, no matter what happen to him/her, it is true that we will sad and cry….. But why have to regret??

Yes, we not manage to remember all the time that spend with everyone together because we are not PENDRIV, we are not COMPUTER we are not CAMCORDER that record down images and everything…..we can’t remember  all the stuff that happen, but at least when spending together we should appreciate!!!!! Appreciate the people that you love now…..tell the person that sit right next to you now that you love them so much ‘cause we can’t predict what happen in the next minute…..even can make a phone call to home , tell your parent that you love them most….. Tell your friends you love them… appreciate everything that is in front of you…..and dun regret in the future….

My friend told me, lives in this world with happy and appreciates and at the same time assumes that the world will reach the end tomorrow…..so makes everyday as an important day…

Beloved Daddy & mommy, love you♥!!!

My beloved three sisters, I love you all♥…..

My friends…. I love you too♥…..

And lastly,

arey~

I love you♥….~

contact lenses~

because of ah ui, i take my step bravely and go to buy contact lense......

well, since i'm in form 3, if not mistaken, i ask my mom to let me wear contact lenses.... that is because i've been wearing a specs since primary 3, more accurate, is 9 year old...... i still remember my mom scold me when she get the news from my teacher that i have to wear specs..... that time, all the thing that my teacher written on the board using blue and red chalk that time, were totally blur for me.... i dun like to wear specs..... at first, i will always forgot to wear specs to the school, and from that time, can't copy whatever thing on the board.....then i'm started to be lazy...i dun wan to do any homework...... unless i have to pass up..... alot of thing happen since i'm starting to wear specs..... i broke 2 specs...hahaha.... very embarassing to say that...haha....in form 2, i change a new specs.... that time  i consider specs can be one of the fashion.... haha..... i'm wearing frameless that time.... until i finish form 5, i change a half frame spec, my eye-sight getting blur and blur, it's hard for me to take of my spec to play basketball too........... after one year in matric, come back, working for one month , i change again to the spec that i'm wearing now.. i chose this specs because my sis think this is quite nice and up-dated!!!! hahaha..... but i still want to try contact lenses ar.......hahaha..... yes.... i wearing it now... hahah... bt not everyday la.... still in the middle of getting used to it... today no wear la....

this is kronology of my specs history.... hahahah..... ♥♥

Korean????

Ahn nyong haseyo~

Jeoneun Ann Chee-rago haeyo~

Mannaseo ban-gapsseumnida~

haha.... some of the phrases i learned through internet....

so crazy lately about learning korean language...

we try to register for korean class but then there is no class offer... how sad~

so decided to learn through internet lor.... haha.....

downloading all the material from internet, play the voice learning loud in lab n follow the korean to pronounce the word....haha

however, i still didnt learn how to write in korean......

but know lah, learn to speak is much more easier than learn to write... hehe...

here are some of the phrases n words i learned....(pronouciation of c and j is almost the same, and k and g is almost the same)

Anio = No

Ne = yes

An nyong haseyo = Hello

Yeoboseyo = Hello(when answer phone)

An nyong hi-gyeseyo = gudbye(when u are a guest)

An nyong hi-gaseyo = gudbye(when u are a host)

Eoseo oseyo = Welcome

Cheonmaneyo = u are welcome

Gomapseumnida (Gamsahamnida) = Thank u

Mi ahn hamnida (Joe sohng hamnida) = Sorry

sillyehamnida = excuse me

Mannaseo ban-gapsseumnida = Its a pleasure to meet you

Jeoneun (ur name)-rago haeyo = My name is (ur name)

nae-il jeonyeoge sigan isseoyo? = are you free tomorrow evening?

sigan = time

saeng-il chukahamnida=happy birthday to you

sarang-haneun(sarang-hada) = dear

gwan gwang ke = tourist

haksaeng = student

that's all i know... but if you want to learn can go to

http://rki.kbs.co.kr/learn_korean/lessons/e_index.htm

annyong hi-gyeseyo!!!!

微笑的背后~

已经凌晨了，虽然刚从小睡醒来，应该很累吧！可是，我一点也不觉得累，反而悲从中来，让我又想起一些不开心的事。。。最近，不知道为什么，脑海一直被那些事困扰着。“想太多”，我想这三个字应该满适合来形容我吧！这些悲伤的心事来袭击内心深处，我想是有季节的！



不管事情再过了多久，心里还是会隐隐作痛。当心痛得无法呼吸时，只好大哭一场。。。自己也因为这些事而哭到眼泪都没了，但阴影还是没有离我而去，依然还在纠缠我。。。



那件事由背叛开始，也是由背叛结束。。。受害者是谁，我也无法给确定的答案了，反正我就是其中的一个吧！这让我知道，不是每一件事都可以随便与人分享,即使自己生活的另一半，我们活在这世界上，不该说的，该藏起来的，都须藏在心里深处。



微笑的背后，就是悲伤和崩溃的阴影，让微笑遮盖了所有，自以为是问题解决的好方法，可能是咯！但我只知道这方法需要很长时间才能看到效果。可是，那些微笑都不是演出来的，那是打从心里真诚的微笑，只是微笑的背后还有另一段故事。


May God Bless Everyone~


Luv,somebody~

difficult~

sometimes, i think life really .....

frustrated.....

even now, no assignment, nothing to do.....

but i felt that life really tired ...

sharing n giving~

but then not everything inside us that we will share with other people...

we rather keep it for ourself, even with that person is a very close to us.....

same with other people....

they might not share everything....

if we does share everything...then we dun have secret.....

what a stupid thought i have....but that is the truth....

however, keeping all the secret inside may become a burden to our emotion.....

finding someone to talk is not an easy job....

again... the burden stays quiet inside.....

time will heal everything.....

time will lead to solution....

and,

everything will be solved......

believe~

these days....i think a lot.... yup... alot~...

actually .... everyone ever think , what is the thing that behind the " LOVE"?

people usually says... "love brings us together"..... well , what is love....

with all the thing i see from the people around me... i really think that there is only one word can describe love......

BELIEVE~

seeing married couple quarrel n fighthing  lately becoz of something... i wonder did they ever know y they quarrel.... they lost believe to each other.......why they never want to sit down and talk about all the misunderstanding....? if only they believe to each other that they did nothing wrong, no obstacles can break them apart.....

at this moment thank God i didnt face all that ....... once we sure that we love that person and get together because of love, then, we should believe in  each other.....

i dun know what to say but may God Bless all the couples in this world.....